okay during christmas day, kami semua konvoi ke kb, mumong. pasal our cousins yang menyambut christmas panggil suruh datang. we off at 8am, then ke Sebanging dulu. aku tukar tempat, arah tempat durang grah and chong. then, aku tidur about 10minutes dikereta. so yea, sampai Mumong, belum sampai cousins kami yang lain. so round kb dulu, ke tempat pasar nya and blablabla. then ke Mumong balik. mereka semua sudah sampai. kami masuk, bersalaman apa. jumpa my bella, tie belum sampai yet with her boyfriend. so kami makanmakanmakan and makan. then bercerita apa. tie arrived. so we had fun lah. aku sempat gambar mereka punya pokok krismas, lawa? (y) hihi.

Sudah 2hours kami disana, kami semua balik. then tie's mum showoff minuman Tiger nya, dhaa ;pp haha. then dalam perjalanan, still di kb, tie ada msg yang bawa kami ke SinggahRuai Resort. tapi inda jadi. so ke K.K koya saja kami kan makan rojak. (: sudah sampai di Danau, meet durang tie. then bella called me yang kan ikut and minta ambil di TeguhRaya, Tutong. so inda jadi di danau. then, tie inda jadi ikut pasal his bf nada mood. then ambil bella di Tutong. kami jalanjalan arah tempat HuaHo, Tutong.

Then, ke pekan tutong beli rojak. so pulang ke muara, tapi ke pantai serasa dulu mahu jumpa tie and eda. so grah leave us sama durang tie, kami memalui dipantai saja :D had fun jua lah. then, pulang rumah. tidurrrrr ((:

as the day passed, you gone in my life.

i always needed time on my own.
Everything that i do, reminds me of you.
The day you gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you.
You cannot imagine, how much i miss you.
I only can sat, waiting for the moment that i always wanted.
Is to hold your hand, and wrap you in my arm.
Maybe im not gonna be with you again,
But this heart wanted you so bad.
Till my mind went so insane.
Im blind because your love.
You vodoo me with your very own poison.

I missed december 20.
I missed i called you b,
And you called me sayang.
I missed your sweettalk.
I missed your laugh,
And your spoiled voice.
The way you begging me, i loike.
When you're not in mood, you love make me crazy.
I missed you said 'sayang' and 'dear' to another bitches.

I really wanted to hate you,
But i can't cause i really missed you.
I admit that i missed you so much and i can't stand it.
Last words from me,
Be good, & make your life more comfort. Don't forget to eat your medics whenever you're sick. Don't forget to wake-up at midnight, another bitch will wait for you.


&iloveyou, Razali Ismail.

bersamamu by vierra (: for you, love.

Memandang wajahmu cerah

Membuatku tersenyum senang

Indah dunia

Tentu saja kita pernah mengalami perbedaan

Kita lalui

Tapi aku merasa

Jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu

Ku tak akan berubah

Ku tak ingin kau pergi s’lamanya

Reff :

Ku kan setia menjagamu

Bersama dirimu dirimu

Sampai nanti akan s’lalu

Bersama dirimu

Saat bersamamu kasih

Ku merasa bahagia dalam pelukmu

Tapi aku merasa jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu

Ku tak akan berubah

Ku tak ingin kau pergi s’lamanya

Back to Reff

Seperti yang kau katakan

Kau akan selalu ada

(Kau akan selalu ada)

Menjaga memeluk diriku dengan cintamu

Dengan cintamu

Back to Reff

Saat bersamamu kasih

Ku merasa bahagia dalam pelukmu

special for the enemy. ((:

kehabisan stock sudah, bitch? ((: or, kehabisan gambar? its not that yang aku benci kau kali. just that, secara natural aku membenci kau ah ;) yeah, i know dih kau gorgeous, but didalam gambar jua saja. sudah di Gadong, ku tengok pakaian mu, porkland? haha. shame of yourself, bitch! (:

heres my another confession for you, love.

*one misscalled*

pee: having fun today?
raz: huhu. napa ni? inda lagi sayang kah? if awu, bagitawu saja.

okay we had an arguing for about 5minutes? yeah, we don't like argue for a small matter, don't we b? yesterday he's gone. midnight baru ada :) great much, yes b? he told bout his cousin hugged him while we're messaging. im not really jealous, since i knew his cousin teenage sudah, well......nevermind :)

b, theres no other words that i have to tell you that i love you. i only can say, i love you (:

i love the way you lost your phone, Baby.

tadi petang menunggu love messaged. he did messaged once, atupun ia gtauu ia skate sama kawan. malam, he gaming sama kawan lagi. i said, sabar~ later midnight you. so, midnight is coming. he texted, and aku terus marahmarah. he said, pemarah jua ih. i was like, ohmygod b! ): macam mana jua inda marah. petang, you baru wake-up, then off play skate, malamnya gaming, midnight baru my turns. baik gam kawan atu dibadan! easy kan, b? :) then, ia pujuk.

raz did told me yang his handphone been stole. so yea, thankgod his simcard on his name :) if not, paksa beli baru, b. siapa suruh hp atu simpan di lantai, careless! and yea, i asked him about his family. mahu jadi pilot, b? grrrrr. ;p fuckyou, fuckers! :)

the facebook went crazy. for sure, its because Bella activated her facebook's account. Gaaah! :D

my ex-boyfriend is a werewolf.

im glad, the boyfriend had just recharged the credits, and he played skate with his gaymates lagi :) and oh, b~ you makan tabammm --" dapat di cubit-cubit ni. (y)

the ex-boyfriend did messaged me right after razali messaged me.
got a new boyfriend inda beritahu aku eh? well, i only can say congratulations! :) and i had to admit, your new boyfriend is totally handsome, than me. but im much cute, no offence. he rugged, stylish, and famous. :) you lucky for having him. so yea, goodluck.
oh ex, would you please out from my life? im truly loving razali ismail. he's the only one that i always wanted. i know, and i realised, he give me a poison of love. i love you athlove :)

don't make me throw up all your game stuffs, baby (:

yesterday i chatted with my b and babah naj. so yeah, babah having a therapy from me. ;p yes bah? at 3, raz said, berightback, he wants to gaming with his gaymates. i waited him about 30minutes. i was so, urgh. till i said, don't make me throw up all your games stuff, b. haha. so he was like, sorry. okay i missed him actually :/

i wants popcorns Seri Qlap Mall. its so sweeet. i want it much. okay im off, later update :)

i picked all my skirts to get a little bit, sexy. just like all my thoughts, its gotta be a bit, naughty. when im out, with my girls, i always be a bit, bitchy. can't change the way i am, sexynaughtybitchy me. :)

i love razali ismail (: <3

Yes, i love Razali Ismail (:

i keep it in my heart.

aku kembali :) okay i wanna talked about....gadong hariatu. yes?

pukul 2, gadong sama bella. and met tee, naj, adams, ian and qynn. cala thang, i changed my clothes di toilet. HAHA (y) i wore red skinny and purple-red shirt. then went tingkat atas, lepak depan BRS. mengumpat urang, haha. then phat minta tunggu dibawah, so kebawah. then, tee, naj, adams and qynn went to cyber, counter strike! (: kami tinggal then a few minutes, kami arah dorang.

bilanya kami mencecah lantai cyber ah, banyak sangat lelaki disana! --" dorang, "wow! chicks! wohoo, chicks" memajal lagitu. me bella ian and phat malu then terus bkumpul arah adams. hahaha. then aku aga tee, durang ikung. haha. like 30minutes kami disana, balik semula ke mall.

so di mall, kami beli lollipop glowing :) then ke foodcourt, starving eh. habistu, ke BRS, karaokebox time! lagu bersamamu by vierra :) lawa!! then kami jalanjalan, ke Rizqun, bergambar. the pictures ada arah my facebook, so lihat saja disana. wheee, *apakan. aku tee and bella ke Ego Attitude, cari tops. then kami semua ke Flesh Imp. then, me and bella pulanggg :)

tagged by my role model, QeenJamil (:

At what point in your relationship did you fall in love with him?

♥ because he's the one who changed me from bad to good.

What is one thing that made you fall in love with him?

♥ his attitude.

What did you think the first time you saw him?

♥ he's cute (:

If you were rich where would you go and why?

♥ NewYork, cause i want shop in a standard stores.

What is your biggest dream in life?

♥ a photographer & a good daughter.

Have you ever lied to him and if so what about?

♥ yes, i told him it was naj who invited him, not me (:

Do you see you’re being together for a long time?

♥ since lastyear, but err, likes 2months didn;t contact, yeah then, rapat lagi (:

Is there anyone think that you would want to change about your relationship?

♥ well, its fun being single though.

Is there anything you want to change about yourself?

♥ yes, my moodswing became hyper everyday.

Where do you see yourself in 5 to 10 years?

♥ live in a newyork with my future husband, and a two kids, name fiaa maisara & danishaj.

What is your favourite place to go on any given day?

♥ swensens (:

Do you see yourself having children one day?

♥ maybe, ofcourse, no?

As a child did you see yourself doing what you are doing today?

♥ yes, stupid!

Has the attraction you have for him changed since you got together?

♥ no (:

Do you believe in date nights?

♥ yeahyeahyeah ((:

If you were on vacation just you and him would you wear pajamas to bed?

♥ grr, no (:

What's one romantic thing you would do for him?

♥ take a good care of him.

Would you serve him breakfast in bed?

♥ yes, two eggs and milo pink (:

Would you like to be served breakfast in bed?

♥ yesyes ((:

If you could have one meal in bed what would it, be?

♥ french toast.

gahd, i miss muhammad malekul hafiy much :/
today ia baru sampai Bangkok
till friday. jeez, i miss him sudah

im currently at ian's crib. well yeah, i keep on
facebook saja dari tadi (:
jobless much hehh.
in one room sama ian, qyyn and naj.
phat belum sampai ahh, satris menunggu :/

well semua main laptop sini,
baik juaa berwireless mun inda, abis credit ku.
baru jua kemarinkemarin ku membali.

im off, mahu dvd (:

today was fun, i mean super fun :D grrr, i miss the moments ((: right, here i go.

ian messaged me said to bring sarai for the bbq. terwoke up at 12 --" rushed straight away to the bathroom, dressed up and messaged daddy untuk hantar ke pantai.

then sampai pantai, met enn, ian and naj di tempat paip. then aku and enn minta antar ke kadai, beli sarai and minuman. then balik ke pantai, tempat enn's birthday tempatnya, jauh ah --" kali dudukduduk sana meliat durang menghidupkan api. nada pandai, taie! ;p

kali si zeeqo panggil urang sebalah, atu lari aku enn ian and naj. HAHA. kes malu yaw :D kali ahirnya mauu juaa. thanks ((: then mula-mula masak sausage. aku enn ian and naj memanggang. aku memigang payung, enn suapkan aku sausage, ian manggang and naj asiaski ikut blimbu ;p kidding, JOHN! then, durang 3 masuk punduk. aku sorang manggang, bepayung cam philips. then, si naj panggil, katanya, "thu liat siapa tu?" ku nampak baju hijau, aishhh, teedreamsicle :D

so naj panggil ia, aku ani memanggang pun malu, baie cawir. haha! --" then ia makan ayam sorangsorang duduk, then aku kan ambil honey. liatnya ku, ku jaling, haha ;p nya, baie. haha. aku ambil ayam arahnya, then time ku makan, masih ada darah, athu bising ku. nya tee, ia yang manggang. haha, apakan.

then, tinggal kami 5. ian naj and tee mcm buat "haus ku ih. " "kan mati dah ni alum minum ah" and blablabla. tee lagi buat bunyi cam urang kesadakan, haha. so paksa tha jua ngorbankan duit ku ah.

tee dangankan aku jalan ((: nampak urang bsisha lagithu. mngumpat kami ah :D ia lagi bjalan cam apa, paksa tah ku nyurung ia, hais!

balik ke punduk, then inda batah atu kana messaged tia, "dady arah paking dah ni" so balik tia ((:

UPDATE :D

arright, blog ku otw berhabuk (: iatah aku mengupdate ani. tampar karang siapa memajal menyuruh update ah ;p bahbah.

tadi pagi, early pagi aku and bella kena banguni ulih umie awal benarr --" kena hantar ke beribi, arah durang bettybop. then disana, aku menyambung tidur, till pukul 1. hais, puas rasanya tidur batah ah. maunya mati tarus kata tee ;p kidding buk, haha.

then, pukul 5.30, swimming pool :D whee. seronok heh, main siapa yang paling jauh terajunnya. aku jua yang last, takut kali ah aing atu mengampas aku, karang pacah saja badan ku. ngalih menggam. HAHA.

then malam ani, aku and bella turun kebawah, jumpa si fastlymorphy. kurus ah ia ahh :D banyak ceritanya atu tadi, siuk mendangar. gaga. durang kadim panggil aku, ewan the bff pun ada sana. Yus apalagi sampai men-text --," tapi malastahku.

mun muis mau ku, sayang ku tu kan si upin ah. sanggup ya bangun subuh kan main lampu sama aku di luar. ia lambaikan lampu hp nya, aku melambai cahaya pakai lampu elektrik dapan rumah kami ah. putih tarus mata nya. nada ku becali ni, jangantah ketawa.

aku now sedang berlapar ah. si bellashit inda mahu dangankan aku jua. sasak jua me thu. mun ia, mesti di ikut. membaie kan menikam pakai pensil.

hafiy smssa, bangkok tomorrow :/

fh messaged me yang faddbieber accident tadi pagi, tangannya patah. sampai now, belum sadarr.
hanee pulang nextweek, with a big thropy? (: congratulations for the beethoven competition.

bella now mendangar lagu jiwang. wuuw! ;p jiwangsZzxX! haha. oh yeah, happy birthday fastlymorphy a.k.a adek! :DD

esok ambil slip dan pergi pantai muara, bbq lagi with 3b's. masingmasing bawa own bf, gf. aku? bawa tee sadja ;p wuuw! haha.

• aku pass my pmb, got 1 distinction, 5 credits and 2 fails.

im currently at fina's crib.

oh mum, inda ku sanggup balik rumah.

im scared that you maad at me cause of my stupid result.

jangan inda pandai bersyukur ani ah, haha.

daripada aku fail, cuatah. (:

 

i texted sayy pose terus tadi, i was scared at all benarnya.

but, he made my day today heh? :D

thanks, mr.advice

i messaged tee and faess hassan.

mereka cakap congrates saja.

gahd, i missed faess hassan sudah ;/

many my facebookers said congrates (:

well, thanks hee. bet-ing with adams

if im in form 4a or 4b,

i'll lanja him.

fuck mahn, haha.

webcam-ing sama ianroxianervosa.

padahal sebalahan =='

print screen kami, many times!

cute kami atu rupanya, HAHA.

myra farisheenhanee hassan, aku rindu kamu (:

myrafarisheenhanee hassan (L)

pagi, messaged tee, suruh wake-up :) then, misscalled faess hassan. pagi-pagi lagi went to Beribi, safiah syahidah's birthday celebration. happy birthday, kechil.

chatting sama faess hassan, he said yang mfh a.k.a hanee menang the competition. :D congrats, sayang! wheee. well unfortunately, ia demam, up to 39dgrees. ess said, "si bibi ani lagi babi inda mengangkat tpun. GAJI BUTA!" haha. chill bah yohh. ia jua nyuruh urang chill tadi, asteh.

okay tonight, online facebook saja (: and lately, msn. msn with may, olee, fadd, amos, azrey, essbaby, finaa and tiaa. Gahd, durang ess suruh sleepover di lambak, malastah ku! haha. gc with essbaby, tiaa, fadd, rahel, syeer, kambeng, azrey, jeez, shaa and oyaa. its fun, pacah jua parut ketawa saja. :D

im single, lagi? (: essbaby, jangan perasan. your not mine ;p haha.

at 2pm, received two messages. dari tee. first, "ui, jubur mu ah! aku bangun udah daritadi. kau yang tidur saja tau mu. tidur tidur tidur tidur tidur tidur" & "mana kau inda reply msg ku? tidur lakat? bangun ui bangun, pedahpedah." haha! lambat datang msg nya. (: tee si dreamsicle. <3

bella mengusut, ia rindu fastlymorphy. aku pun rindu ia, cause everyweek wah ia with us. ani nada tia lagi. 6bulan lagitu? mati batah rekrut atu. baru berapa hari, sudah tia bella kan gila. apalagi 6bulan? mun inda muncul lagi si bella, bahh, lawat saja ia di ripas. HAHA!

oh my gucci, i talk craps lagi. okay im off :D