im tireeeeeed! :/ baru habis balik outing bersama mereka. first, our destination, apagen ;p ke jangsak, keluarga sebelah mumy doa pindah. (: mamat, bf mamai ada jua sana. kan bawa jalan after that. after makan apa, kami pun jalan. tapi tukar baju dulu lah.

makai baju kurung kali? haha ;p then ke amphitheatre, since ramai orang disana, malas. lagipun, ada gee sana, with hottie friends :D terlintas putri norizah heh. tanya aku mana bilah, aku answer entah. after disana, ke lambak right. hantar aku arah durang ess. ess seems to be happy aku ada (: apagen. so aku, ess, rahel, batrisyah, faddli, ajeez, kambing, ewan oh, and deans. jalan straight to the empire, and oh, terjumpa linn, greet her. she was surprised, since aku berjalan with so many guys. so aku jawap, i changed my life :)

linn was glad to heard that. but, i dont? haha. rasa lain if berjalan with almost semua guys :) lain pandangan urang. wanna suicide heh, bolehh? :D kuntiniu cerita ku, di empire, masuk hall and met durang bel and mamai ku :D our seat diluar, pasal durang kan bsigup apa. and oh, durang rahel bawa mamai minum scotch (y) aku mahu, and durang inda suruh? .|. lagipun, i still keep my promise arah meejan. err, tembak ih kepala ku :D ess msg, bawa ke pantai nya. and aku tumbuk ia and cakap, kenapa kau? miring udah utak ngabiskan kredit? lakastah, palui banar. tapi ia, ohh. ohmygod, aku act nothing lagiii! ;s so arah pantai, aku duduk arah dolphine, and ia duduk dapan ku, diam lagitu. gila baie pisinnya (: kali ia cakap,

hows my msg dimalam? aku cakap, touching. mumy pun baca. mun mama bibih baca, sandi tu :) kali ia diam. then kataku, nadawah. HAHA. so kami cakapcakap. so datang conversation cali.

ess: baay, bilatah kau kan sama aku?
peee: entah yo.
ess: oh, kenapa inda kau asak ia ah?
peee: bahapaku, ia mana bguna aku.
ess: si fee, kerajakannya si deans?
peee: awu, sigh.
ess: nada nyaman tu si deans ah.
peee: tatap, pindik ah. nada kerasahan *seriousface.
ess: *tulak kepala ku* buduh.
peee: asta, aku banar. pindik ah.
ess: antah kau ih. *walk away*

so aku ikuti ia, haha! palui jua aku tu. tapi benar kali ah, si deans ah. HAHA. so after atu, kami balik semula tempat durang, rahel pening sudah. haha, luan kan minum sadja. bodoh. after tu, kami ke pantai jerudong. lihat bulan :D after tu, balik! sampai rumah, semua kana marahi (:

pergi tengok mvfc vs bsp. grrr, bsp yo! ;p and yes, terjumpa rosmi heh. tempat our seat cemani, rosmi kanan, my dad tengah, me kiri. haha, sibuk tia jua babah ani. haha. mvfc obviously kalah, 4-1 (: the refree tabak bangkai. pencen tah heh! buta, pedah jadi refree. aku & bel ternampak orang main futsal, i said to her, ekee main futsal jua now. tapi entah dimana. haha. si mirulbulan out from field, pasal kaki nya patah. haaa! (:

while talked sama rosmi, bel cakap ada rahel sama ess datang. so aku aga durang :) durang cakap, mahu ikut arah mama bibih or inda. so tanya mumy. kata mumy inda bulih, pasal after this kan ke YMRM. so cerita sama durang sadja di kereta. tapi ess diamdiam sadja, don't know why -.- so tadi after durang pulang, ess ada messaged, like this,

ess: im sorry, me nada mood tadi. after tengok you with rosmi. i know its stupid, but, entah.

peee: err *speechless.

terabang 5sen ku ;p

ess: nvm, he deserves you pun :) i wonder why you keep act nothing if i talk about your sweetness. remember, your the sweet girl that i ever met and i will keep my hope to get you untill i get you. eventhough you're not what i thought. eventhough you're spoiled, talk shit, rude, BENGANG! i don't care. as long as its you. i love your new peee. i don't like your old life. i hope you can reply my message.

i was like, what the hell mahn. haha. kinda touching pulang messagenya. so aku liatkan msgnya arah mumy. iatah kata mumy, sabar sadja mun sudah si jaah inda beguna. mun kau liatkan kamu punya mama bibih, sandi tu ia tarus ulih mama bibih. HAHA. so aku reply with my stupid wordy, apagen ;p

peee: thats are sweet ess. err, since when kau pandai speaking ani? jokes. *poke. entah ah, kenapa aku masih belum accept kau, apalagi urang lain. maybe i was still in love sama meej. but i try to forget him pulang, pasal he made it sudah to forget me. idk kenapa aku still ingatkan ia. even messages nya dulu belum ku delete. sigh. but i try my best to accept your love :)

the end :D

while he was asleep, i played my hair with his ear (:

today kinda tiring day. i wake up early, at 10. went to Mentiri, babu's crib. and im currently at it (: beforethat, lastnight i went lambak, met durang Ess. actually, mereka picked me up. (: so, at 11, semua bertiduran. farrel&fia at master room. rahel, ess, faddli, ajeez, ewan, addrih arah other room. while me, tiaa, fia, trisyia, batrisyah, syasya :D in other room.

so aku tebangun and felt lapar, ke bilik durang rahel, and banguni ess. minta masakkan nasi goreng. so kami turun ke bawah. aku buka tv, and ia masak di dapur. habis dah ku menikmati makanan yang begitu sedap, apagen ;p naik ke atas. sudah di tangga, baru ku ingat, aku tinggalkan Ess dibawah! ;p haha. aku ke bawah balik, ku lihat ia tidur dibawah, tidur arah my favourite couch. awww :D

so aku banguni ia, tapi inda mahu. ess, muka mu tetap handsome walaupun kau tidur ;p apagen. err, after itu, ku dangani ia tidur dibawah. hello? different couch, yes? so at 4, ess banguni aku, kan hantar. keluar rumah, tiaa teriaki aku dari bilik, cakap bye. di kerita, aku tidur. ess bernyanyi, haha. kedengaran aku ah. bah ih, im off.

i believe, my crayons are beautiful but not magic :)
tadi pagi subuh, was stress-up, thinking about my life are currently sial. i put my status about him and foundout he click like. just want to recall the past. & i surprised, he haven't sleep yet. i talked to myself, later ia sekolah. karang sleepless ia. so i confront to wall him. yes, ia belum tidur. wanna ask why but scared kena ucap sibuk :) i told him about my damn life. he asked me to change. for sure, i will :) inbox-ing with deeys and ♥ zee.

at 2, fadd calling me. ia sumpah aku palui and jerk :) and that was the first time. i told him cematu, then he said sorry for being rude. its just, he don't feel any comfy in my life. so i just off my phone immediately. true, im changed alot :/

for her and her paparazzi:
i will try not to take a fight at you two. its just, you were too busybody. can I be happy with him just for once? please? what is so special about me pun sampai kau jealous ani? im ugly obviously. atupun kau jealous? heh. you better simpan your ex di gudang so that ia inda lagi contact sama aku :)

yesterday:
group chat with girlfriends. about november 8&12 thingy (: at 8th, celebrate enn's birthday at muara beach. wheee :D so yeah, my girlfriends will bring their boyfriends. so sweeet :) & yeah, im with who? enn wanna asked gee to come over to accompany me. yes, im glad :D gee, bring your super-hot friends, okay?

at 12th, gadong with girlfriends lagi :D and cousins. & for sure, serasa&muara's students will be crowd at gadong. trust me :) gee & his friends wanna outing with me. so yes, i want! :D rezeki jangan di tolak. haha ;p believe me? gee and his friends? wanna meet me? i must be the-lucky-one :D akie also, gadong, with adri :) gonna meet them juga that day. macam semuakan kan ku jumpai ah ;p daaa~ its not what i want pun, mereka. & durang ess, ajeez, rahel, faddli pun ada :) and can i see him that day? :/ cause i miss him. even once i see him, its gonna be a perfect day for me :D

*you belong with me- my phone ringing*

batrisya calling me, its funny :D

peeej: apa by?
batrisya: i heard kau frust menonggeng by.
me: ih, manada. bangkai mana lagi yang bcakap arah mu ani?
batrisya: tu bangkai rahel ah.
me: haha, sialan. ambuk ihh.
batrisya: siapa tah kau pilih?
me: entah ah. i plan sudah pulang, kan reject semua.
batrisya: how about **** then? aren't you two together kan?
me: no lah.
batrisya: huh? pasal? i saw kamu lastweek. im with durang rahel, kambeng, ajeez sama ess. buat buduh kau ah. kami panggil kau time kau di chill.
me: haha. jadi sombong sekejap bah. daawh~ haha.
batrisya: sial! mun ku tau, ku aga kau pastu ku sintak. haha. ih, bila ke lambak?
i didn't answered.
batrisya: ui ****!
me: ah apa? HAHA. malas ku ih. lambak kanan lagi. sudah ku kesana masatu. apatu, kau nada ah. aku sorang pulang saja. durang si rahel pacahkan pasu ah.
me: ku umban jua tanah atu arahnya.
batrisya: HAHA. bah ih. im going gdg karang. with durang rahel apa. follow me? bersneakout tani.
me: im a goodgirl. teehee.
batrisya: pfft. alright. bye by.

i can handle it :)

manchester united vs liverpool
manchester hell yeah lose :) but, manchester still on top. yes? riuh terus facebook dimalam. Haa. & 5 messages received dimalam, from Ess, Adri, Rahel, Kambeng,& Meejan :) yeah, thankyou liverpool fans :) i appreciate it. everybody went crazy especially babah knock my door many times? :/ what the hell. what so special about it pun.

This morning woke-up very late, at 11 and mumy crossed about it. so I swept my room, living room & I cooked? haha. so yes, my meal masin, HAHAHAHA! (: palui ih.

Rahel knocked my bedroom's door and he gave me a gift. (: i opened, and what do i get then? cupcakes of liverpool :) great*fakesmile! but, ada cupcakes number 4 & 7 :D wheeee. so i just ate those two cupcakes sadja :)

today was bored much, got nothing to do heh. & today jugak, i must give those 5 guys answer ;s sorry, cannot accept semua. readers, you know who will i chose between adri, gnul, ess, rosmi & aiman :) he's not-on-the-list pun :)

"once love, it stays :)

today is just a simple post :)

morning, i cooked for them, nasi goreng. atupun, bekas Ess ajar :D thankyou kinta. was homealone, the parents berjalan so buka facebook sadja and berwall with gnul, aiman, and others :) aiman punya dp rugged, i love it (y) he's on exam till 16 november.

petang, ber-bed with bel and talked about tadi di sekolah. & mumy ketuk pintu and ask suruh jangan tidur and ia kan berjalan. so me and bel, menganjung mahu ikut :D kena bawa jugak. ke qlap and beli donuts di sweet deli bakery. then pulang, ke rumah mamai. rindu ia, mumy pun ada sana baah. Haa xD

malam, oh yes ): went gadong tadi. with ess, fai, parid, rahel. & macam ternampak him tadi, pakai baju putih. but, maybe salah urang :) so i ignored sadja. if atu benar ia, mmm, entah. pjah, wake-up darling :) he is now loving other. not you, stupid. &pulang sampai rumah, online. texting with amos, rosmi, akie, elmy. two people proposed me tonight, i rejected. HAHA. like i said, once love, it stays :)
meejan texted me. i was terribly shocked! its not me, why must me yang buat? i felt like, makin hari aku makin worst, kan? i thought that i missed him, is a good thing. but what do i get then? (: alright, continue my story. after get dress, ewan knocked my door and told me yang azri and ajeez ada dibawah. so went bawah kejap, with them :) right, im off!

lama sudah inda outing with durang ess, ewan, ejam, eyuus, elyaas till today, they picked me up at my house and went pantai serasa sekejap. sebenarnya mahu pick my girlfriend, ian, tadi. but seems like rumah nya macam inda ber-urang, inda jadi :) then jalan ke lambak, jumpa durang rahel&kambeng. was about kan tanya mana Fiaa, rahel cakap mereka pergi hospital. so cuma aku & mereka. i was sleeping at the couch till 3. when i awake, durang Rahel main bola diluar, ess still tidurmenyandar at my couch.

i went outside arah durang kambeng & findout pasu pecah? mental+gila ulihnya. so they want me to chill. "Chill di Gadong" & they silent .|. asked azri to cleaned up the mess and banguni Ess, minta masakkan nasi goreng (: while me & Ess makan, rahel kambeng fai azri ajeez ewan went upstairs, mandi!

at 8, they sent me back home and during di kereta, Ess check my blog and bagi me cbox :) he said to me, why are you trying to get hyper but inside you are cry? so yes i told him, cause its the way I are, being a hurtie-person :) he kissed my forehead and I said thanks. i continued my speech, "it was the very first time my feeling to a guy differently. yeah i knew, its weird. but, it was the first time. but nevermind, it was just a feeling." Ess was like, hmm :/

sudah sampai rumah, mahu turun kereta, kambeng suruh bawa Ian nexttime & I will (: masuk dalam bilik and checked handphone, ada 3 messages. 1 from zeeqoh, 1 from Aril and 1 from Ess? Ess said, "be good& tell him that you love him very well. you'll be just fine peej :D" i smiled, and said, i know kau messaged aku about him, inda ikhlas & sakit hati :)

so this is my last post about him.& to the girl who are with him soon,congratulations and you deserve it (: just do what he want and don't ever mad at him. i would shared your happiness by her.thanks for sing.thanks for the kisskiss.thanks for the hand.thanks for the hug.thanks for the funnier-face.& thanks for everything that we shared (: i appreciate and never forget it.

so its my story how my leg became hurt.

ewan: bah peej, dangankan ku rumah azri.
peej: buh, inda kau nampak aku pakai seluar pindik anikah? malas ku ih.
ewan: ih, sekajap saja ni. inda papa tu.
peej: malas. *tidur balik*
ewan: jangan kau. *tarik aku dari katil*
peej: ih gila baie!
walked with him with sleepy-eyes. & yes, minta sikut arahnya.
ia tertandang batu, and duadua tergugur? HAHA! (: aku terus bangun, ketawa and tendang ia. then terpelicuk and aku mahuu nangis :'D saaakit.
so ewan minta sorry gendong aku. HAHA!
sampai rumah azri, fiaa urut my leg but still hurt :/

first, i want to buy a new handbag
second, i still can't find where original Escada is.
third, can't sleep. PARANOID!
fourth, she explain everything about the cbox.
fifth, adib faii ess joahn jeeb rahel kambeng called me just now, tujuhtujuh bercakap serentak. asked me bila jalan.
sixth, ewan came to house asking for his lighter. stupid, at ajeez juaa! -.-
seventh, meejan macam mad. *facedown.
eight, was on menstruation. HAHA (:
nine, the sexymates mahu dengankan aku single? bad choice.
tenth, super boring :/

so yeah, its my pictures above just now i captured and edit with photoscape ;)

what do you think about it? so randooooooooom pictures.

im currently with my sexymates, ian and enn.

how i miss them so much (;

we were on youtube. and tengok kebesaran Allah, ada ini video tajuk bayi mengucap kalimah dalam tidur, so we opened it and we were like, AAAAAAAAHH! haha.

the video was stupid stupid stupid -.- we're shocked berabis ihh.

so now mereka bergambar and im just blogging cause i feel i want to blogging. haha.

aku alone arah Ian's bed. ia di bawah makan and aku kenyang sudah so dont have to accompany her. besides, kawan hikmal ada. maluuuuu. ada lagi Gnul. so yeah, aku menghilangkan stress ke rumah ini girlfriend. lastnight, was superduper fun ;D with all the cigarrates and mereka. Yes, aku inda bersigup for sure. its bad (; HEE. i was about kan tidur after this. bah im OFF.

Yes, Farel & Fiaa, congratulations! :D mahu punya baby yaa? haha. & fiaa, im sorry didn't contact you two for almost a year now. & farel, "iatah udahtu" :D i still remember you always said that when we are together last time. so yeah again, congratulations! :D aku pulang macam iski ani wahh. haaa xD

rahel, deeeb, onche, oyaee, kambeng, aliff, iqaaar, ejan, byy, aiman, D, jamie, faii, ess, azri, akuuu rindu kamu :D haha. crack sudah aniwah, lama sudah inda bercuti & serumah dengan kamu di lambak aah ): bila lagi ber-ecstasy? *apakan.

nijeeeee *screaming. awwww, imissyou since you left the world. im sorry didn't have a chance went Tutong visit mama and babah and you jua disana ): imissyou, Ex. my life are now complicated. no more lagi joke susu kucing ):

i missed them so much & now im currently sama duraaaaang :D except Nijee.

i love meejan (:
its just feel so great when you outing with him
he would do whatever he wants and don't ever mad at him if he do somethings that you don't like
he loves to pinch (:
look at his eyes and you would be fall for him.
He changed my messy life into a great life.
& so my life currently mess! ):
I really need services to clean up my messy.
I slept at your shoulder and i know, next it would be no more
I kiss your cheek and its hurting me
I hold your hand never let it go cause it was the last
I whispered, iloveyou cause i know it would be the last.
I laughed with you cause I need to see your hyper-face.
I pout cause I want you to kiss me.
You changed me to a better person,
Thankyou for that.
So HELLO my oldlife (:

& ILOVE MEEJAN.

the gadong was fun. datang kesana at 1.30 beli accessories dulu di Ego & terjumpa dams. he ask me mana meejan and i said, entah belum sampai. so kami keluar entrance & met the boys. i saw meejan, i waved arah ia. and so yes then, kami jalan ke atas. booked tickets, whiteout at 3.40 (:
split out with meejan for awhile, he off to somewhere with dams and met di foodcourt. at foodcourt, aku nampak eyr :) then, aku and meejan dangani si johnny beli the foodies & hantar ia ke groundfloor. & awu, ternampak deeys sama dams, and her :) like my face changed terus.
3.40 start & the movies was boooring -.- haha. so yeah, activity during the movies, malas kan cerita. got no mood just shut up! (:
time di Chill, me bella tie adik and amos :) mereka bersigup bercerita, aku tidur. Haaaah. aku pening time atu, maybe the cokefloat plus the smoke, haha. asked Naim untuk dengani ke toilet & kami ke Fitness Zone :) seronok. plus, jumpa meejan sekali lagi di Chill. then, naim adik amos tie hantar aku and bella ke belakang kfc, terus pulaaaang :)
on msn, text with meejan & enn. aku cakap tahniah at enn, she couple with douglas at last :D wheee. so its just me girlfriends, had nobody. kamu semuaa ada sudah yang punya ahh. no more sexbeds lagi ni sama kamu empat. haaaaha ;p it just me. yang alone di dunia ani :) im off.


boy it would be hurt
if i do the same thing at you :)

FACTS ABOUUT HIM :
♥ sweet (:
♥ green, he love.
♥ r&b, pop and cool song, his favourite.
♥ love his gf, pinkie lappy :D
♥ hate to be disturb when he wants to be alone.
♥ don't go out with him with blue shirt, he hate bluuue much.
♥ he acts normally good eventhough he is not in mood. he will texts you differently.
♥ if he is not in mood, he would say, "oh, haa."
♥ he hates to be compare with another guy.
♥ just say that you missed him, don't pretend that you're not. he would mad (:
♥ text him with a good mood, he will know if you're not in mood.
♥ don't late reply his texts or he will said, "tyt (: im okay"
♥ loves to force me.
♥ had so maaaany girlfriends -.-"
♥ straigh.forward-guy.
♥ love his bestfriends.
♥ sweet smile sweet smile.
♥ hate sreamooo!
♥ movies movies he loves (;
♥ he was named by meejan (: