pure chocolate with cream from coffee bean would be my love.

simple update ah? ah? fridaaaaaaay night, was awesome! ((: at 7.30 syafiq & bui fetched us. then kami ke tempat hanyir, booked tickets, haunted university. keluar gadong, then syafiq mengusut mahu dinner dimana. wether Season, Charcoal, and Royale. so akhirnya di Jollibee, luan mengusut eh. ;s after that, kami ke Giant, aku duduk depan with bui, bella with syafiq di belakang. ambil rasyid, and terus balik ke Gadong. then park di Mc D. met amir, then jalan ke Mall, belakang kfc. met the band, inda tahu siapa. yang penting, 5 guys. meeting session about the surprise party. then yeah, kami yang ke second membagi surprise kata dorang. rasyid ambil cake :) bebalik semula ke Mc D. so ke tempat park TK's house. met durang band lagi di park. so durang off ke TK. then kami waited saja. so its time! :D wuhuuu, apakan. and edah met us di tangga tempat siring air ah. she gave us some flour. aku belakang bui, antah btapuk kali? ;pp HAHA!

kami turun and sang a song. then, syafiq and bui tapuk the flour dibelakang durang. edahh said, 1 2 3, and apid was like, apakan? apakan? haha. then bui and syafiq umban the flour arah apid and kawannya. haha! fuuuuuun! :D that time lagi almost 12midnight. riuh TK oleh kami. (: then bergambar, gatal ku melihat NIKON ah. HAHA! :D then kami and Amir out from gadong immediately. haha, hanyir nya syafiq ;pp ke Coffee Bean kami. 2 hot chocolates, 1 pure vanilla, 1 pure chocolate with cream and 1 UV. banyak cerita kami atu, haha. at 1, kami pulang :))

I was unconditionally and irrevocably inlove with you ♥

wanna talk about saturday night ih (: was going out with phat and ian. kami bergila and lunch. then, aku ian phat and naj mengindun di entrance belakang kfc. minta arah naj cigar pallmall merah :) and bella messaged yang ia sudah around Gadong. then waited them. oh yeah Rizyan datang and terus bawa ke car. theres 5 of them, syafiqul, bui, mamul, rizyan and bella. so kami round-round di Qlap, Gadong & Batu Satu. cari tempat dinner. i ordered butter chicken and coke.

so at 10.30, went Kiulap, main pool yeay! first, me and bella inda mahu main. then kena paksa. syafiq ajar bella, and bui ajar me :D seronok. durang syafiq menyaya aku and bui, kena jodohkan apa ni, haha .|.

pukul 12, pulang :)) mereka hantar. said bye to them, ofcourse, bui. *ehem. haha ;pp and our lepakmates mc bella. mereka tunggu kami rupanya. |: so bella on phone with yus and I on phone with someone about 30minutes. and yes, tertidur! --"

you left me behind.

this tears sent you to heaven.
how i can make myself believe that you left me lonely.
the love that we built for a long time ago ends here.
its all became a story that makes my heart happy.
this feeling would never ends.
even the world ends, you're always in my heart.

i thought that you're gonna be strong, but in the ends its No.
I remember when i told to bella that i went Gadong but the truth i went Lambak. you're the one who asked me to said it to my parents, haha. oh oh you remember who's the one who said, "hai pjah hassan" to me when i came out from the car? its fadd. im pretty sure that we had a blast that evening. corak cadarnya bibir ber-lipstick, haha. you remember when i went to the kitchen and you scared me off with "chub-baa!" haha. i think kambeng was there too laughed at you. haha. your adam's face, i miss! okay this part i miss, you remember when your toe hurt while you playing DDR? HAHA! bet you remember it. (((:

i got no mood. so BYE!

i love hippo's butt cause its cute :D

b a b y i k e e p o n t h i n k i n g n e g a t i v e a b o u t y o u r c o n d i t i o n s, b u t i t r y to t h i n k p o s i t i v e a b o u t i t c a u s e i m t o o c a r e a n d l o v e y o u. e v e n i w a i t f a d d t o c a l l m e u p a t 3 a m.

what if you're gone in this unfair world? who's gonna message me every morning? who's gonna reminds me all the things that i always forgot? who's gonna wake me up when i told you to wake me up about 15 minutes? who's gonna say i love you slowly and irritatingly when i was on phone? the most i m p o r t a n t, who's gonna takecare Hanee? wake-up please from your sleep )))': everybody needs you. even fadd had an eyesbags sleepless waiting you to wake up all day and night? he even cried for you and he once dreamed about you wake him up from sleep cause manchester was on match. Hanee cant stop crying. & I, who was in Brunei, alone and sleepless, everynight i cried for you, need you too. i really do love you, faess. (': so why don't you wake up? you said you're strong in having any problems and any kind of pain. so do me a favor, BE STRONG!! (';

i love you faess hassan.

photos of the lepakmates :D at smja.

so heres are our photos when the mvfc vs jbs menglait. :) i became the photographer for awhile, wuuw! :D

new update yoh! :D

phew! lama sudah aku inda blog-ing ih, ada juakan sebulan atu. iakah? ;s haha. so, a quick update ah? kan tidur ku. esok school. bsyukur tah aku sudah update itu. HOHO! bah, mub-on. lastnight, totally had fun berabis. pasal lepak with them. like siuk berabisssss. "them" ani si muesh, qawiyy, yus, elyas, ewan, bui, boi, ejam, bel, apeys and jimmy. tapi jimmy awal balik pasal liverpool ada match. (n) kami lepak dari 7pm till 10pm. durang siuk dibawa lepak, pasal caaaaaaaaaali :D sakit parut ketawa ih, haha. some of them firstfirst malu kan cakap sama kami. sudah dibawa bcakap, cali! haha.

then today, aku bangun awal pukul 11am, considered as early masih jua kan tu if type of girl macam aku? HAHA ;pp then, aku and bel tadi di bilik si apeys. bilik kami bersih, LOL! kami buat teh tarik, tapi aku belum mandi (: wuuw! then mama sampai. kena suruh mandi and siapsiap kan ke SMJA, lihat muaravella blawan with jbs menglait. sudah sampai di smja, durang maman, ewan, qawiyy, jimmy apa tnampak kami, then durang bagi kami ruang untuk kami duduk, haha, thanks guys! ;pp malu ni aku sama bel ah, pasal durang menghina blawan btriak sama penyokong jbs menglait, HAHA! pacahhh!! kali, aku melakat ni sama si maman ah. *kiraai. si zakius goal kan tadi, kan bel? ;)) and blablabla, haaaaabiss! so zakius, qadim apa ngaga kami. tapi aku and bel ke jamban dahulu. so then bebalik semula arah durang. zakius pinjam kacamata si bel, bgambar tia durang apa. aku and bel meliat saja. kali qawiy and ewan gambar aku, maaaaalu wuw! HAHA. then durang majal mahu gambar, so tangan kanan buat peace saja, haha. & aku minta gambarkan aku sama maman. HAHA! :DD so nanti or esuk aku upload photo kami time di smja. then mama cakap pulang~~~

then maghrib, qawiy ada bagi wall, bawa layfucks zakius bawa? HAHA. lain kamu ani ih. haha inda paham ;pp kali, aku and bel turun. sudah kami turun, banyaaaaaak lelaki D: tapi semua pulang kami kenal. tapi inda berapa biasa lah. (: ada our guitarist jua, naim. huhu :D semuanya kami 16 urang. HAHA. so tonight lagi siuuuuuuuuuk than lastnight uhh. :DDDD bcali saja durang ah, kima! sakit parut, and yes, aku and maman saja duduk di kerusi. yang lain dibawah. HAHA. sabar saja yohh. wuuw! then kami balik. ((:

i've got no stories to talk about. so i guess i wants to upload this picture. (: faess hassan, when will you wake up from coma? im lonely without you. (':

happy 1yearsary, faess!

first, wanna say happy oneyearsary you already knew me. i admit, you took good care of me. and love me like your own girfriend. i know, you've wait me for so long to accept you as your only one. im sorry that i can't accept you because of our past. you respect my decision and yes, thankyou :) i love you as my bestfriend. i had a great time knowing your friends and of course, myrafarisheenhanee. im sorry that i can't answer your call cause the credits are faking low.

& also, happy 19th birthday mohammad rahel farawish bin mohammad fakrul, my gaymate! (: LOVEYOU.& be good!

fiaa and farel, 3months already your baby heh? congratulations again! :D hope you both got a cute baby! hee.

nijee the ex-boyfriend, its been a 2years and 2months, you gone :) i know, faess forgive you already. rest in peace.

i love you, Pee Cruella De Evil.

Our distance may far, but my love to you never change.
Sincerely,
Faess Hassan. (:

your girlfriend would be on my list, worst list.

razali do text me tonight. & yes, he kept begging me to come back. my heart wants to be with him back, but i just change the topic. why eh? ;s you easily say you want me back like you easily dumped me. grr, i hate that i missed you ;'s

ess, im sorry that i wrong bout your birthdate. the truth, your birthdate is on February23rd. not June2nd, its fadd's. im so sorry! actually, not ((:

okay i didn't talk to my mum since we went home. i searched for my memot, but its gone. i asked mum, she said, "mama jamur, arah tempat beatap" FUUUCK MUCH eh! im mad, and mad much. till i didn't use it again, i threw it at mum's room. :'/

its baby ash's birthday! (: happy birthday ash, and yes, be good at your fourteen's, kiddo. i love your for 4 years already. mwaa mwaa.

i think thats all for now, &BYE! (: