AT LAST, OUTING WITH AN ARTIST.

i wanna talk about yesterday shall we? heho.
around 5, been picked by fastlymorphy and hadi L-one, the guitarist, haha. sekadar, okay move on. bilanya ku di car, aku ketawa sadja. entah mengapa, hadi and fastly gundul for the rekrut askar which is tomorrow durang masuk. well, not that gundul, ada rambut sedikit ah. tampar karang! then kami ke Serusup dulu ambil durang punya gambar. well yea hadi's face cute though. enough p! then otw ke kiulap mall, durang si fastly becali saja, ketawa ku ih. haha. sampai di kiulap mall, guess what? si hadi kan naik salah escalator, HAHA! atuu basar ketawa ku. inda ku dapat tahan, mun sudahnya ingin kan ketawa, ketawa tu ih. sampai atas sekali, ke tempat wayang tapi the movies ahir, ke gadong sadja.

sampai gadong, tengok cerita senario, again! :/ but, its funny kali. chill aja kali (: habis atu(y) sudah kan masuk lift, hadi kan masuk, tapi kana tutup, hais sakit badan tu ah. iatah urang atu senyum. kami 3 ketawa diamdiam, si hadi serious ani wah. haha! *becerita aku atu* then, sampai di kerita, berabis si adik ketawa ah, nyaman ketawa nya. lurr ih, jahat. kata adik, "cua kau ingatkan apa yang sudah kau buat harini? mun kau tepirik, ngalih kami membawa kau ke workshop ngambil angin." haha! asteh.

then roundround brunei, during roundround atu jua durang si adik sama hadi becali. kan pacah inda parut. kali kan..kali kan..ada roadblock. piece of cake saja tu roadblock ah, bapa ku incharge. haha! ku lambai, buat palui ya. =='

habis! actually banyak lagi yang happen di gadong, ganya malas cerita :))


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I'VE BEEN TAGGED BY YUYULOVE <3

50 FACTS about myself:

1. my fullname is duratul afizah binti junaidi.
2. my nick name is p or pee ana sui
3. im sour 15 :)
4. i love my cousins, bella & mamai.
5. i got girlfriends, ianroxia nervosa, may kardashians and enn fantabulous.
6. im kecil.
7. i had a bestfriends, tee, najmabbitt, qawiem, akie, JAI, myranordin, lady yaya and more.
8. im hurt at October.
9. i didn't eat veggie.
10. my room is currently red!
11. i got selimut busuk or i called memot.
12. ess hassan, i lap.
13. I eat when im sad.
14. i got tunang, Zee.
15. nowadays aku gadong sama tee.
16. my haircut is fringe. (:
17. im moody.
18. aku ambung berabis, inda proud! :/
19. aku ada biggest enemy, its her :)
20. aaron aziz, aku puja.
21. hijau dan choco, my colours theme.
22. photoscape, picasa 3, adobe adalah bestfriends.
23. camera, aku pujapuja.
24. aku predictable kata my bellewhore.
25. aku mahu jadi photogenic and photographer.
26. Tyra Bank are my role model.
27. f-y-i, i hate snakes!
28. Lady Gaga are my inspiration.
29. aku anak angkat (:
30. i love newyork, world of fashion.
31. shoes shoes!
32. dress-up.
33. handbag-ing! :D
34. i love to shop.
35. nextyear, im form 4.
36. my life been controlled by him.
37. i seduce mahn by my pureheart.
38. i love the laptop!
39. when i was young and baby, i was called by doraemon.
40. tee calling me panda! =='
41. myrafarisheenhanee, aku love ini malaikat kecil.
42. aku suka monster inc nya jua! :D
43. "half of form three hate them", which is us :)
44. i miss whore-ing with the girlfriends :))
45. they call me classy, thanks! (:
46. bonus, aku tunggu.
47. this number is aireey's jersey number.
48. i love to sleep at ess's shoulder.
49. im school at smpihm and,
50. i love miss lim, miss smpihm 2009 ((:

aku superbly
kusut! I searched my old pictures yang aku edit dimalam, but its
GONE!! :/
so yeah, I chat with
tee lastnight from 11pm till 4am (: i said, "layan aku ah till aku tidur, and jangan dulu tidur before aku" he was like, oh okay GAAHH!
we did talk about his so called
ex-girlfriend.
he mad at me? :/ he said, "sekali!" "apakah ya apakah ya, malas ku ingau" "sayang apa! mati lagi baik ja!"
i was like,
gahd! jangan pulang marah aku. haha.
so i told him, past is past. it cannot be
rewinded (:
he smiled saja. he said he will be awake in the middle of the night, get shower and eat, then go online,
chat with me.
so yeah, happy? ofcourse (:

so the people who read this post:

don't get too negative of your dirty mind. he's my bestfriend :) so fuckoff those who are jealous. i know, some form 4 and 2 are jealous me and him too rapat? (: well, backoff he said! don't call me gatal, mirror yourself! cause you're more gatal! i know who you are, girl. (:

ITS PEEWEEGASKINS (Y)

pfft, hampir kan 3months sudah Form3 on holiday.
I was totally boring sudah.
I sit on the bed, watching dvds, MAKAN!
tapi inda mahu lampuh langsung :/
well, my butts getting bigger though, HAHA!
Thankgod i didn't sleep much in the afternoon and mati start 3am till 11am.
Yes, im sleepless.
I miss bella and mamai much,
DEMAMRINDU!
I did the same thing everyday,
like my routine sudah.
First, sleep at 3am till 11am
second, check facebook.
third, on the msn.
Forth, breakfast. Wait, did 11am still considered as breakfast?
Fifth, watch television.
Sixth, ohhh bed!!
Seventh, masih belummandi.
Eight, snacks and soyabean. CAWIR!
Nineth, ohyeahh, dvds.
Tenth, jadi security-guard dirumah. Late night-ing I mean.
At three, tiduuuuur!

Welcome to the new world baybay!

naj hp.junaidi khaleeq sanali ajree teesyafiee

the picture was been taken by zeerah baybay.
it was teacher's day, they was on a liveband.
they were (Y) they were called by casual teens.
i know, they're hot, especially khaleeq
kan? i was proud to be your-so-called-exgirlfriend. (:

where were I? oh yes, on monday maybe im not going to gadong with him, naj and ian.
i messaged him, so yes he was like
downn, i mean, superb down. 3b's will
going to gather at Cheri Cafe that day.
maybe on friday or saturdaynight.
alright tee?

oh yeah im kusut for awhile tadi cause the damn laptop. thankfully, the fiance was
there helped me to search peeweegaskins' pictures. thanks sayang. (:

i go-back with aireey mahmud. he still
inlove at me. so we
are going to continue the 3years start from yesterday.
i know you will be my goodboy lagi <3

my girlfriend, ianroxia nervosa, off to
Singapore at six am tadi. yes, we
are missing her. and thankgod,
she using a wireless so we
still contact her :DDD
my another girlfriend, may kardashians, was hurt :/ from monday.
akie, im as your bff. you should
takecare of her for us, not hurting her!

im missing bella fadillah. it
suppose to be my day outing with them,
sitting in the cinema, watching new moon.
but shit happen between me and amos ):
so, inda jadi pergi!
i was totally can't believe :')
p, he's your past, a horrible past.
past is past, p.

im inlove sama faaess hassan (:

ovoo-ing with myra nya.
bilanya ia lapar, ia buka freezer, bukan icebox.
ia cakap, while he was asleep, ia gundah (Y)
before ia tidur, ia must minum orange juice.
ia terima everyweek, onethousand!
vaining sama aku adalah favourite nya <3
he rather kiss at cheeks than lips (Y)
hate horror movie! -,-"
pagi ia makan burrito. petang ia makan fruitsalad and malam ia makan nasi.
cadar katilnya penuh dengan bekas gincu. i mean, coraknya gincu. HAA.
well, we suka hijau.
kami suka sunset! :D
bantal busuknya moster inc!
ia sweettalker tapi benar.
ia suka band peewee gaskins <3
and aku suka band casual teens, HAHA!
tuala mandinya choklat petakpetak *tauu aku atu*
jam nya hidup dari pukul 4 till 5subuh.
ia kuat minum sama parrel and rahel.
ia pentingkan mukanya. MACAM binibini.

ia sayang aku :)

Him: pjaaaaaaaah!
Me: apaa?
Him: tau ku tu kau tu yang nyuruh si zeerah gambar kami.
Me: HAHA! jadi dp ku kaliah ;p
Him: baguss...
Me: tatap (:
Him: ey, jalan eyyyy. kau jua kan lanja aku.
Me: jalan? entah aahh.
Him: aii entah tia.
Me: awu antah, haha.
Him: bah aku saja menantukan bila harinya.
Me: bah bila?
Him: hari isnin, klau aku sudah balik. ada ku msg kau tu.
Me: bahh. msg adjaaa. kau bila lanja aku?
Him: nantitah, ada tu ku lanja. aku dulu kau lanja.
Me: nyehhh. lanja apakan?
Him: apasaja. apa yang ku mau atu tah kau lanja. okay?
Me: haha. kurang asam ;D
Him: haha. boring ku eyy, cerita ih.
Me: aaaa~
Him: atu, bcgup kau ah masatu, dapan ku lagitu.
Me: apehh, manada.
since im bored, he texted me (: i love you as bestfriend!

HAHA! ada visitors yang tidak dijemput rupanya visit my blogggg! :D i try to be nice hehh, but you always pissed me off. LOL! ghaahah. ath-hole! just view, yes? don't be a spammers here, or i will keep layan your crap words. hey, why don't you GET A LIFE instead busybody of me posts? it would be better, yes? (: DHAAA, mwaaah to your ath-hole, eugh, haha!

today is very tiring! at seven morning, pergi JIS bersama mvfc. so yadaayadaa masuk JIS, aku sakai :) durang ada security setia, urang traffik, gym, jollibee. HAHA! sakai benar ihh ku. cuaca disana atu sejuuk banaar. kami nampak team JIS, ISB, PIP and others. kami ke kem mvfc, and aku tedangar lagu mr.lonely, ku tulih kebelakang, nahh, si Rosmi. haha ;p

qeenwhore messaged me, suruh ke padang u-19, so terjumpa si asut and athiy, kami empat kesana, gila attuu jauuh :/ ampus ku tarus, haha. aga qeenwhore dulu, and masuk balik ke JIS, once again aku ampus, haha! then di hall, jumpa si adik and amos -,-" so kami bebalik semula ke padang u-19!! and awu, haingsamhaingsam urang main bola atu. and nampak Mateen tendang bola :) he's with his girlfriend. rugged juga iaa.

after 15minutes, masuk tempat JIS lagi, ke kem. and i was like, baaang! kau putih, haha! :D mumy suruh ke Giant untuk beli ice and orange sirap. yang ikut, adik bel mamai aku amos. pakai Grandis, adik driving :) durang si Athiy tinggal. sampai di Giant, meliat baju tah pulang :/ attuu sasak si adik, haha. so balik semula ke JIS (: durang adik and amos bawa ice, haha. the place was, crowded! bermacam bangsa ada disana ah. mun namanya international, bodoh!

so jalan round-round di Jis. mula mula arah administration, aku and mamai duduk, tapi durang si amos entah kemanakah. kali si Athiy panggil aku, and ia cakap bel panggil. so aku panggil mamai, then ke tempat secondary school block. duduk sana. and blablabla, Athiy panggil aku lagi sekali, kataku malasku ihh. aku ani lagi, haha. so melihat mvfc lawan pip, and mvfc menang! :D whee-yahuuya! and kami jalan lagi ke canteen nya, beli kebab (: then balik ke kem, tengok durang amos main bola.

Athiy and Asut balik, tinggal kami 5 sadja, then amos kena panggil suruh gambar mvfc's family. kami malas, haha. so balik dalam pukul 1, terjumpa Mateen lagi sama gfnya. RAGGAD keretanya. ku flying kiss tadi kereta si Mateen :DDDDDD

tomorrow will be going to JIS. for sure, i will shot some pictures disana :D u-14, u-16, u-18, GOODLUCK! :D my ady u-16, tapi inda ikut match :/ pemalas my ady. tahunya sweettalks saja. i'll share my conversation with him later. i know, bestfriends turns to boyfriend, awkwards! & yes, gonna meet him later. WHEEWHEE!
out with ess lambert tadi, went gadong :) and thanks to god, ady & johnny inda mc and messaged tadi. if yes, hmmmmp! :/ bah, im OFF!

ady : baay!
p : apa?
ady : aku rindu kau, haha!
p : ha-ha (:
ady : kan, kau ignore wah if aku bercakap pasal atu.
p : oh, kau mau apa dari aku then?
ady : aku mauu kau, haha!
p : oh, bisaibisai ulah atu.
ady : jangantah, if ku gtau, inda jua kau mau wah!
p : gtau sadja.
ady : malasku!
p : bah, im off.
ady : awuwah. aku mau kau.
ady : dari dulu sudah aku cakap cemani, inda jua kau percaya.
p : oh. so?
ady : aku mahu kau bebanar! :/
p : tapi aku inda setia urangnya, HAHA!
p : sakit saja hatimu karang.
ady : please, for me! setia tah kali ani. aku mau kau bebanar ni.
p : emmmmp.
ady : aku inda mau kana mainkan lagi, please? :/
ady : kau maukan jadi girlfriend ku? dari awal tahun ku mahu kau.
p : ih awutah ih.

conversation between me and ianroxia nervosa :

p : since when aku with naj?
ian : talur cnaj aa.
ian : aku main2 ja.
ian : duarious jua ia. Haha.
p : kau mainmain nyakitkan hatinya, or aku.
ian : oh.
ian : suri ih.
p : honestly lah aa, kau selama ani banci aku kah? or since tani kenal?
ian : since tani kawan balik.
ian : honestly aa, aku inda pernah banci kau.
p : aku respect and love kau ah. i hope kau tau and aku tahu yang kau tauu ani lama udah.
p : aku ada buat biggest mistake kah arah mu? or what?
ian : Nada.
ian : aku inda pulang banci kau. tapi aku mendiamkan diri dari kau.
ian : now aku macam terasa sindiran mu di fb.
p : sindiran? membanci kau pun inda ku berani.
p : dont make our friendship hancur cause of small matter.
ian : yeah.
ian : oh hey.
ian : i had to admit this i miss you. Haha.
p : oh iakah? imytoo.

i missed and i love her! ;D

conversation between me and johnny theng.

johnny : sayang kenapa you nada mood?
johnny : i confused.
johnny : if i do wrong, just tell me.
Johnny : if you dont reply my text, it means we are over.
p : you told zee that you're single, after you know zee, you ngakun tia im your gf. apa? im pretend to fake a smile?
johnny : no. me inda cakap cematu pun.
johnny : i never play our love. ask meejan i never play a girl.
p : oh c'mon, stop saying his name!
johnny : im sorry but im sad, i scared to lose you.
*im offline. an hour, he mc me, i online*
johnny : please, i was so sad this time.
johnny : i don't wanna lose you.
johnny : i really love you.
johnny : please dont mad at me.
p : whatever.
johnny : please, iloveyou. :'(
johnny : just say what do you want to make you happy again.
johnny : i realize that you change a bit.
p : hmmp.

i gave him a second chance :/

my conversation between me and ess :

*knock my door and ess asked trisyaah to go out. he sit and hug me*
ess : feeling better sudah damam ah?
p : mmm.
ess : aku kan ke college kajap.
p : jangan. dangankan aku sini b.
ess : skajap saja ni.
p : janganwaa.
ess : bah awu awu, jangantah kau banyak cakap, kau tu sakit. makan pun na mau.
*pigang dahiku, i know its sweet. apakan. *
ess : apatah johnny?
p : mmm.
ess : bah tidurtah balik. karang ku mlayan cjohnny if ia mntext.
*melimpang and tidur*

im not in a good mood.
so i sitdown on the floor, watching cars passed outside.
while the others having a dinner.
i got so many problems, i missed a girl who hate me now, i face a wrong guy.
im weak and tired of this situation.
im not strong enough to handle it by myself.
ess was right, i never appreciate his love.
i still don't know why i can't accept you, B.

ess sit right beside me
asking why i didn't joined them, i said im not hungry.
i put my head down on his shoulder and he hugged me.
i felt like i want to cry infront of him,
i am hurt much.
he said, "menangis tah, nada urang melarang"
he knew that im about to cry
so i cry and it feels good to let it go out than keep it in a heart.
i cry silently and hopelessly.
what happen to this faking life?
i asked him with my sadvoice and he told me dont say anything.

fadd: *poke ess* mengapa si baay?
ess: problems.

fadd sit infront of me and told me something that i don't like
so i cut his line and went to the upstairs,
lie down myself on my bed and crying
i know i was a jerk all time
ess knocked my door and came in
i sit and washed away my tears
me: so johnny bukan yang ku sangka, B?
he shake one's head.
i hugged him.
im sorry B for had been unloyal this time.
only you B, i love :')

baru habis tengok "paranormal activity" (y)
pity micah, and .|. ghosts! katie, hmmm.
habis message-ing with johnny theng, well for the information,
i had no relation with him, just TTM (:
ess lambert, only my number one.
shopping with ess, tiaa & fadd.
& aku pening kepala time dikereta, ess teriaki tiaa and fadd cakapi tiaa (Y)
rabie, be good :D
aku pilihkan ess kemeja, just like johnny's tee during i met johnny at Chill and RPS on last friday.
rugged B! :D

2pm: sampai gadong / booking tickets / jumpa enn, D, ian.
2.30pm: separate with gfs / jalan with syafiee, naj, akie.
3pm: lepak di Chill with bella, adik, tie, ajim and akie.
3.30pm: mengindun dekat hairrock with syafiee, naj, akie, febian, naim, nazamal, fizul, bel, atie, adik
4pm: jalan with durang syafiee, naj and akie / lepak belakang entrance kfc / tengok orang "breakdance".
7.30pm: ke kedai cd with durangs!
8pm: met the sportschool, adri & mai and others / duduk di foodcourt.
8.15pm: pergi arcade cause durang syafiee mahu main tumbuktumbuk.(:
9pm: met cousins & pulang!

FULL VERSION

sampai gadong around two bersama cousins yang tersayang. cousins booking ticket while aku jumpa ess lambert di kereta sekejap. ia mahu pergi ke college after that, EXAM! then jumpa cousins di cinema and ke flesh imp, jumpa fatin nabilah, gf ku yang ketiga. then terjumpa ian and terus jumpa douglas. so kami ke tingkat satu, mahu beli jolleybean! time di jolleybean, syafiee do messaged aku yang ia di foodcourt. so aku ke Chill kejap makan with cousins and si adik.

separate with the girlfriends and jalan with durang syafiee and naj. then akie ikut kami (: so kami ke arcade, durang mahu main tumbuktumbuk ah. i kept on terkajut, durang menumbukk inda membagi warning! -.-" so about 15 minutes kami disana and kebawah. during di escalator, naj lihat coke and tanya mahu kah inda. so aku mahu lah tapi aku inda mahu sharing ah (: so inda ia jadi membagi. sampai di entrance kfc, duduk disana. banyak lah urang, urang menari lah apalah. membuatkan si syafiee sasak melihat, HAHA. he told me yang ia pandai buat cematu and i said, DHAAA! so time aku main hp, syafiee asked wether mahu kah inda aku coke ah, kalau inda ia habiskan. tapi nada straw :/ disebabkan haus melanda diriku, paksa tah share. so aku minum sampai habis. aku memajal menagukk and ia cakap, "nadatah lagi. mun mahu lakastah membali" haha. taiepaw! after inda ku beguna lagi coke atu, syafiee keluarkan straw dari beg? erkk. so aku sumpah ia. then ia ketawa. SIHAAAL!

syafiee cakap aku duduk tampat urang jalan and suruh duduk siringnya. and shit, tampat ku duduk atu, bakas asap sigup si naj. so si naj dapan kami lah tu, and durang dangarkan lagu weegaskins (Y) and aku ada tanya durang dimana cheri cafe. aku indatahu, i thought di gadong rupanya di serasa. HAHA. naj cakap di serusop pun ada. and aku cakap, aku bukannya urang serasa. syafiee cakap, "sama jua tani tu. kau urang manakan? iatah aku jua urang atu tu" i was like, apakaaaan. aku urang muara jua. ia muara jua kali? ngok ih kawan ku seorang ani. after an hour disana, mahu masuk balik ke mall and met the sportschool baybay! :D adri was (y) cute macam dafi and ia do tagured aku, we talked about 2012.

so durang syafiee balik sudah. the sportsch pun. so aku with durang naim, nazamal, fizul and febian sadja. fizul cakap dp ku lawa, and aku duduk siringnya. naim and nazamal do took our picture, tapi arah hp naim ;s aku tekajut, fizul took a photo with aku tangan kanannya arah bahu kanan ku. apakan aku ah :/

durang naim, nazamal, adik, akie ada cerita about si douglas. and, durang macam kan *nta* ia. aku tanyalah kenapa and durang gtau, aku ohh saja. aku malaskan gtau fatin, karang lain ya. akie lagitah, suruh si fatin *%-&£kan si douglas. taluuur.

baaaaaaah! habis (:

the rumours that i heard from them. someone jealous heh arah aku? but durang inda mahu gtauu aku. ;s apakan? siapakan yang jealous ani lagi? banyak macam juaa. im pretty sure that im not hawt or gorgeous, but hey, aku ada maruah :) atleast everyone knows about it pun, kan? aku friendly. so it would be obvious that aku kan kan berkawan with anyone. eventhough your boyfriend heh. just kawan, im not over or lebih dari kawan. but before that, he used to be my lover juga wah. me and him sudah talked about this and ia okay pun. kau pulang over ni sampai kau gtau bestfriends mu? (: hey i got mine juga wah, may sia! apakan -.-" if inda puas hati, so aga saja your so called bf atu di lambak. lambak kanan sama lambak kiri, inda jua jauh. AGALAH! HAHAHA!

ess lambert, this heart is only for you
you locked me in your prison that i can't get out of it
im truly loving you (:

Friday going gadong tengok movie :D
okay I already set the positions:
syafiee, me, ian, wafee, douglas, enn :D
hows it?
Yes, syafiee mahu dangankan aku tengok movie :)
on 16th pun, ia bawa ke Gadong. I said, we'll see if I can.

Had a haircut tadi in the morning.
Afternoon, went Hua Ho Mall & Milimewah Lambak.
& YAY! mummy belikan aku kemeja-t :DD
thanks mummmm! (:

I got nothing to say, OFF! ♥

As you've wished the date, november 10th.
Had already come (:
Its your birthday baby & have a blast.
As the months were passed, we're getting closer and became one of my BFF.
Thanks for being a good listener,
& a good supporter of me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE, YUYU ROHAYU (: ♥

i spent my whole night with eating chips&fish
first of all, i would like to thankyou to babah for the credits :D
sayang you DAD!
so aku terus messaged si cinta, ess lambert (: muaaaah me rindu kau! ;s

on friday, GADONGGGG! :D with ianroxia nervosa, may kardashians, enn fantabulos, wapee, akiee & douglas.
Awww, mereka semua ber-pair :/
aku indaaaa? nvm (:
inda mati pun if no pair, yes?
apajua, putik hinduun di Gadong ah :D

our love is like butterflies
if one dead, the other would dead also
i really can't imagine my life without you
theres no more secretary if you were gone
and I'm pretty sure you would not let this happen
I Riot Your Heart, Ess Lambert! [:

i got fuckin no mood :/
midnight, lesentahunan. & the babah won't give me the credits )':
i would miss my ess lambert ♥ if im not go to Lambak.
ianroxia nervosa, enn fantabulous, may kardashians ♥
yuyurohayulove & zeefiance ♥
fadd & tiaa ♥
facebookers ohmygucci ♥
&&everyone ♥

morning at 10, went muara beach & met the classmates :D
oh I am so missed them.
at 4, went Jangsak with mumy&babaah just us ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAFIAH SYAHIRAH MY BABYFRUUUUIT :D

im sorry, but i cannot betrayed him.

yesterday which is saturday,
im staying at Lambak.
morning, i've been woke-up by ess lambert
asked me to get shower
and breakfast cause semua sudah tunggu.
so I get shower and everything, turun kebawah.
donuts, danish bakery, custard, burrito from Lof Bakery & KFC.
i expect something wrong about fadd & tiaa. (:
they were in a different position, not in the usual seat.

fadd accompanied me for awhile since ess sent oyaae to college
and tiaa, antamtah!(:
sadang kan jealous with your own bestfriend. (:

this night, i was terribly shocked cause rabie told me something.
I mad at fadd and told him if ess findout this thingy,
pandai pandai mu tah tu face him!

you'll regret for what you had done to me, bitchaaas!

fought for the fourth time (y) its good.
some says the couple always fight, it will be forever
yes adam lambert? (:
coffee bean-ing with ess, rahel & oyaae
while fadd & tiaa movie pisau cukur.
ohmyDior!
elmo, keeps on asking me, do you love me? so,
i changed the topic :)
i am so felt guilty to him, i mean elmo.
not ess, dhaaaa.
adam lambert, i love you wahh. but, you don't have a right to controlled me ):

jerudong, polo-ing with ess & others.(: milky horse, nice choice b (y)
kiulap, facial, predicure, manicure, make-up & photography session (:

i had a blast & wow, many terrible problems (:
everyone said that im lucky for having a fabulous life.
for sure, i had sexymates: ianroxia nervosa, enn fantabulous, may kardashians. the sexymate's boyfriends: najmabbit, douglas lim, akie. the lovers & fiance: yuyulove, zeefiance. lambak-ians: rahel, farel, nijee (': oyaae, fadd, ajeez, azri, zreey, ess b, kambing, fiaa, syasya, tia, batrisyah, trisyia, syaa, poojoh. but its not enough (:

i try to hold on, but it hurts too much :)

morning earthlings :) wanna talk about yesterday heh? kita mulain. yaa pada pukul 3 sih kami sebenarnya mahu pergi nonton pisau cukur. tapi kami sampe' pukul 4 sore. yach enggak jadi, so nonton pukul 6 tepat sih. sebelum gue ngan kaka' nonton, kami shopping dulu di cartino sonea. yaa enggak mahal sih, cuman 24.90 (: yaa setidaknya ada juga benda yang mahu ngelindungi kaki gue daripada tidak berkasut. then, mereka mahu masuk ke RPS, malahan gue enggak mahu. so mereka turutin adja. enggak jadi. kami duduk dahulu di tempat, apa namanya tu, ahh foodkot. enggak tahu gimana sepelling nya, antam adja gue. mahu beli wafel, yach ternampak damsdams jugak, dia jalan jugak sama temannya dan sempet julurjulur. gue layan adja. mahu di lempang itu budak julurjulur.

the time was at sixth, so we bought foodies and watched. the story, oh my gucci super cool mahn :D we love it much. after the movies, they bought green pallmall at shop. met naim & febian, they joined us too. first, we wanted at Chill, but since it was raining, at weststreet (: i ordered chickenchop and cokefloat. yummy :D while im eating, ady do texted me. he said he's at gadong and wanna treat me. im already full b :D so just met him, anyhow, you're hot :DDDDDDD

salapas atu, kami jalan ke Ego, Ego Attitude, Ego Men, Patchi, I-Walk, Summit, Guess, Fateena (: blablabla, kaki ku saaakit, and aku beranti kajap tunduk bawah usai kasut. time ku tunduk, guess siapa di dapan ku?! oh my Dior, its Essssssss :D aku senyum lebar and ess menjaling? what the prada! ku tumbuk ia, then pigangnya tanganku. bawa aku siring entrance, sakit tangan ku ia menarik aku atu ;s masih merah. ada some guys atu staring, kali tunjuknya, palui malu ku pulaang. i was like, oh my victoria secret, whats wrong with him? so ia cakap, i know whats you to Elmo. whaaaaaat! aku macam, tantang saja ia, with muka ku yang pucat.

aku: apeh, antah kau ih!
ess: oh, iakah? well lets see siapa yang lurus. *grab my bag and keluarkan hp ku* blablabla, ani apa? *tunjukkan msg elmo*
aku: ohh my guess! :/ *i was in a real bad situation*

" i knw lh a aku aney shapa bgimu. aku nda hak pun kn mlarng kau bcinta. U already kisscheek promise arh ku yng ko indakn cri yng lain. so hows 2day? Its gud fadd gto aku yng ko gdg 2day. U left ur n70 dblik, n u think aku nda tao ka ko bmsg with ia? ('= im not going 2 lambak lagi. bye.

sandi (: who cares jua kan? esok he'll be okaay pun. oi ess a.k.a adam lambert, aku cinta kau :D

the storreh yes? pagi tadi, mumy sama babah jalan ke antah. so dalam pukul 8, aku dibilik, tidur lena, tedangar urang mem-bell ;s mulamula, malas ku kan membuka. tidur ku, kali annoying, ku ambil ipod, pasang di telinga. NAHH, inda lagi kedangaran :) then, tedangar my phone's vibrator. its fadd, called aku. aku angkat:

aku: emmm?
fadd: ngalih ku menintung ni.
aku: emmm.
fadd: astah, buka ih.
aku: emmm.
fadd: ess ni baay, buka ih.
aku: ahh? kejapkejap.

aku buka pintu and durang masuk. ke bilik tamu, aku tidur di kerusi tarus. HAHA. kes ngantuk yo! durang dua banguni aku about 9.10 and masakkan aku meegolengg. ess lipat selimut ku di bilik, fadd cucipinggan. aku mandi :)

si mumy datang rumah pukul 11am. and tanya fadd apakah tu. and ess, menyampuk. mumy, "ada anti tanya kau?" HAHA. atu nyaman ketawa ku buui :D si fadd minta dangani aga tiaa di gedong. aku ikut sadja. sampai gedong, minta dangankan durang ke RPS, cari something. but nadaaaaa :/ so cari arah other kedai, adaa :)

tiaa mahu ber-karaoke di arcade. i said, jangantah. malas ku masuk sana, kenangan pahit buuui :D rasakan dipacahkan tu ceramin ah masatu, HAHA. awulahh tahu ku dih ia lawa dari aku. banartah tu, diam saja aku. kuntiniu, lepak arah coffee bean sakajap while menunggu putri batrisyah taiepaw! after atu, balik lambak kejap hehh. so its my lucky, mama bibih ada sana. hantar new mirror bentuk gincu for girl's room :D so durang rahel, pras-manungging. haha.

ohyes, tadi had a fought with ess eh di kereta tadi malam. about elmo :/ malu malu dong, malu malu dong, KAMU KETAHUN BOHONG! =D i deserved it heh. "sial" jua ku dapat :/ fadd main putcal tadi. so kami 6 dangankan iaa (:

aku now dangankan ess bsigup diberanda (: aku main laptopnya. aku bgambar with ia for the first time :) banyak pose kami, gambar muka bida tia, gambar pokerface tia, ia cium my forehead and aku julingkan mata :D haha. & aku cium pipi nya hehh suwit antap ;p HAHA.

bahhhh heh. kan off ku ni, boyfriend si Elmo lagi membaca blogku, cari nahas aku atuuuuu. biartiabah.

off with loads of love to ess bebehhh :D

this is why i want to suicide heh =D

aku pakai warna hijau pasal we both love this colour. oh yes, our first met, arah my cuzzy's crib. time atu raya :) ia beraya with my superb ex that time. time atu, aku banarbanar inda kenal ia, and i knew him time kawannya gtahu. so time atu, aku putus with kay, nada masa kan melayan. and kami bersalaman saja time ia pulang.

the nextmorning, ia bagi aku wall, i was about kan bagi ia wall, tapi ia dulu :) thats when my i've got a feeling towards him. we kept on wall-ing and text-ing till the secondtime kami berjumpa, di gadong. mall for sure. he with his friends and im glad to knew that chinese guy :) after the second met, kami start mc-ing, msg-ing, text-ing and wall-ing. and kami inda sabar for the next date heh. movie-ing with him (:

the nextdate, met him arah entrance and jalanjalan. it was fun though. especially the movie part =D he touched my neck, still my favouuuuurite (: i had a best day that day, go out with him. talked sama ia di Chill.

malam after pulang, we're different. he started to changed and i started to felt worried about losing him :') and so day after day, we're lost contact. since he was away, im sleepless because im crying. im starving cause doesn't had an appetie to eat. i got an eyesbag! :/ im gettin' crazier so i took a decision to be friends with lambak-ians back. i kept staying at lambak, with them, cigarrates with them, alcohol not yet young mahn. (': i talk rude sudah that time. & i know, my life was a disaster sudah. i still thankful cause the girlfriends of mine, ian enn and may still mine. they were always made me laugh whenever i told them a sad story :'D thankyou for that *hugs.

more days passed, he texted me and im very happy =D and he told me that he don't like my new life, he asked me to changed. i promised to him and i changed to my old life. but, its just a few weeks, until,

i saw him and his so called new gf at mall gadong, sang together heh? ='D that time, aku ess fadd ajeez azri kambing, mall sekejap kan makan di Swensens. aku pokerface teruus and balik rumah, i cried again and again. i locked myself in a bedroom, without a food. and I superbly hungry. what can I do to made myself happy? suicide, great idea. but no good. changed to a new life, okay i accepted :) kawanrapat ku bagi aku messaged tadi yang him macam suka kawannya. so I told her, awu. and she told me lagi, yang bibini atu selalu tukar bf. i said lagi, biartia. pandaipandai tah durang handle tu nanti =')

the end :D hows it? siuuuk ceritanya?

arguing with amos-shit-ed! i was liked, ohmygod hentah kau! you think kau saja ada banyak kawan? hei, i had too! (: don't judge me heh! mirror yourself. friends with them? im not jealous either. i got my sexymates, stupendous family :) who are my real friend. i really anti you starting from now!

ian texted me with her mad, mad, words. & groupchat again. about this girl, yang trying want to messed up with us? yes, we are not scared! called my ian bitch? madly in love with D? cursing me? go fuck yourself first! its a second time you pissed me off and thats enough :) whats superduper wrong with you? you can put all your crappy posts about us? i also can :) ian and D wanna meet her this 12th.

aku, as usual report this thang to elmo =D he said, pu-kee-ma, b? HAHA. iloveyou b :)

no posts about ess, kami kelahi :) tapi iloveyou jua. mati, adang playgirl ani =D my sexymates, mengajar aku jadi curang ani wah :(

muheshh, randommmm! (: i had fun whenever i met him like tadi. ia ucap aku mp? :/ kau tu yang MP!

mp: muheshhpeee =D / minta puji ;p

im off with love to ELMOOOO =D

happy birthday speedo & trisyah bebeh (:

oh yes, groupchat lagi with sexymates, mengeratkan silaturahim kami since holiday yang memisahkan kami daripada bertemu. APAGEN! ;p haha. enn mahu invite douglas bergila with kami :) but, instead ia tidur sudah? haha. me&may kept on fighting tadi, as jokes (: andddd, kami have fun lah tadi.

my mind kept on thinking of him, made my cousins freaking out. i was like, kenapakan! fuck off heh. so what if aku kept on repeating his name. kamu inda kenal iaaa! *mental ku ni mental. bah, kuntiniu, at 4, aku and bel turun bawah rumah, bercrack por syur. i met ewan heh, ia aga aku, and asked, bila lagi outing bersama. aku cakap, tunggu aku bina cafe dapan rumah ku, okay tu? and ia mental. haha. i saw muheshh, and his mom. mamanya, lambai aku. aku lambai balik :) and pak! mamanya still pikir kami together.(: but it was okay, cause kami still macam orang bercinta. but, aku boleh with another guy, & ia inda boleh :) menangis ku karang if ia nada.

& ♥ ELMO, he's as sweet as gulali :) don't want to mention his name heh. nanti sadja. and yes, he called me peee the sleepyhead |m| & bulan? pheh, he called me bulan? why was that? cause im sweet as moon. and jangan kamu picaya, ia ani setauu. cemana ia tahu bulan atu sweet hah? siapakan cium bulan, cium sadja aku. (: but, he made my day today :) asked enn, suruh take a gambar if during sunset when im with him.♥

about ess? stil ------ haha. i still can't accept his love. too many choices. can i pick all? :D no good. ess still messaged, texted me as usual. 24hours what the heck! im tired. even otw nya ke sekolah, timebreak, balik sekolah, membanguni aku tidur (y) i love it muahh! masakkan aku nasi goreng, selimuti aku ♥ sang me a lullaby song love it! if aku disana ia ada, aku disini ia ada, aku disitu ia ada, aku disunu ia ada juga. but pity, i am now at muara :/ he's at rimba. nobody di lambak.(:

hadeey L-1 (y) raggad pakaian mu time di amphitheatre! time kau beraya sama aku, bida kau ahh. bangkai banaaaaaaaaaa ;s tentang kita :D

like i talked about boys sajakan today? :/ backkkkkoff boys! i wanna have a party first :)