lama sudah inda outing with durang ess, ewan, ejam, eyuus, elyaas till today, they picked me up at my house and went pantai serasa sekejap. sebenarnya mahu pick my girlfriend, ian, tadi. but seems like rumah nya macam inda ber-urang, inda jadi :) then jalan ke lambak, jumpa durang rahel&kambeng. was about kan tanya mana Fiaa, rahel cakap mereka pergi hospital. so cuma aku & mereka. i was sleeping at the couch till 3. when i awake, durang Rahel main bola diluar, ess still tidurmenyandar at my couch.

i went outside arah durang kambeng & findout pasu pecah? mental+gila ulihnya. so they want me to chill. "Chill di Gadong" & they silent .|. asked azri to cleaned up the mess and banguni Ess, minta masakkan nasi goreng (: while me & Ess makan, rahel kambeng fai azri ajeez ewan went upstairs, mandi!

at 8, they sent me back home and during di kereta, Ess check my blog and bagi me cbox :) he said to me, why are you trying to get hyper but inside you are cry? so yes i told him, cause its the way I are, being a hurtie-person :) he kissed my forehead and I said thanks. i continued my speech, "it was the very first time my feeling to a guy differently. yeah i knew, its weird. but, it was the first time. but nevermind, it was just a feeling." Ess was like, hmm :/

sudah sampai rumah, mahu turun kereta, kambeng suruh bawa Ian nexttime & I will (: masuk dalam bilik and checked handphone, ada 3 messages. 1 from zeeqoh, 1 from Aril and 1 from Ess? Ess said, "be good& tell him that you love him very well. you'll be just fine peej :D" i smiled, and said, i know kau messaged aku about him, inda ikhlas & sakit hati :)