can i have Paez back?

don't you know today is the 19th of March? this is the time when Paez asked me to go to the JP with his friends but i cannot made it because i dont have a transport. i am so missing him right now. i think that no one can replace him for sure ): even azrul cannot do that. yes i do love him but i didn't feel any comfortable at him. everyone said that im only pretending to love him. first, yea thats true. but now? i do love him so much. but still, paez is the one! azrul did understand that maybe he's not that perfect as paez, but he tried.

this morning, i went online at 10. then renn rahman do texted me. we talked about this sunday. and yes, he wanted to meet me. anyway anyway, i asked him about i wanted white roseso bad cause its reminds me of paez. then, renn rahman wanted to give me his rose :D i was like, I WANTT! haha. but he just want to gave me rose's water from his rose. whee. he said, "jangan kau pakai tu. mun kau rindu rose, cium saja aingnya. jangan di pakai." yes sir! HEHE. alright im off.